On the face of it, the emails published by Republic TV, which had been filed as part of the annexures by Hrithik's lawyer Mahesh Jethmalani in his client's complaint to the Mumbai Police, do suggest that Hrithik was being stalked by Kangana. However, they also show a woman with deep personal issues, ravaged by doubt, vulnerable, and hungry for love and acceptance. Those who believe that Kangana’s revelations will make her lose face in public, the opposite could just be true – one’s weaknesses when exposed could just become one’s strength.
Rival with the upper hand…
Speaking about her rival Deepika Padukone, Kangana’s vulnerability is there to see. She writes, “There is nothing to feel scared about. All of us are different. We must understand each other and be considerate, that’s all baby. Also though I know Deepika won’t call, because that’s been happening for past 4 days now but the fact that she said and she didn’t, starts to play on my mind and makes me depressed. Even though I know it’s because of my disorder that I get so serious about trivial matters but I am still feeling bad that she’s saying meaningless things. I really hope she does that or I will always feel bad about her behaviour. Also I feel so agitated because this situation leaves me with many confusing questions, what should my behaviour be now? What should I say if she says, I am calling, or are you free. If I am free I will say I am free then she will say let’s meet then I will think I am meeting her then she won’t reply. I feel I will go mad, what should I do? I don’t want to meet her but if I don’t reply I feel I am not replying. See I am panicking… I feel like crying now.”
About RK…
Her revelations about ‘RK’ do not come across as salacious from any angle; instead here too she seems only eager to reassure Hrithik that he is No.1 in her life…
“Let me clarify my and RK’s equation once and for all, I give you all the right to discuss the events and facts as mentioned below with RK to confirm their authenticity. He never paid any attention to me before Queen, on few occasions I even got brotherly vibes from him but after he saw Queen footage in Phantom’s office he approached me on my bbm and started dropping funky links to videos and other random stuff.
When I was shooting in Gwalior for Revolver Rani, he made a slight straightforward approach and in its response, I told him that I am in love with someone and I am distressed all the time (that was the time when you’d come to my birthday and tension between us was at its peak, I didn’t take your name but I thought if I tell him this, he will understand me better)…Then again we lost touch when I was in NYC, he texted asking howz NYC? and I asked him if he’d be interested in a physical relationship with me, he got a little intimidated and asked why not a regular relationship, to that I said because I am in love with someone and I think he felt bad about it.
I have a feeling he knows it’s you though I never mentioned your name, I swear on my brother I love him the most.”
Whatever Kangana Ranaut’s other failings, beating around the bush is not one of them.