I wake up thinking of you, still wondering what it was: Bhumika Chawla pens an emotional note, says can’t get over Sushant Singh Rajput’s death

By Vandana Srivastawa

on July 04, 2020

Bhumika Chawla, who shared screen space with Sushant Singh Rajput in his magnum opus MS Dhoni: The Untold Story, shared a heartfelt and emotional not for the late actor on his untimely and tragic demise. Bhumika had played Sushant’s elder and supportive sister in the Neeraj Pandey directed film.

Sharing a picture of Sushant, she wrote how she can still not come to terms with his death. She wrote, “It’s been almost 20 days ... and I wake up thinking of you . Still wondering what it was ... one only shared the screen space as a character briefly but still associated together .... Was it depression - personal — then you should have spoken .... If it was professional - you had already done such good films .. YES I AGREE it’s not easy to survive here — I am not talking of insider or outsiders — IT IS WHAT IT IS — yes if I have to connect with someone even after having done 50 plus films it ain’t easy — but I am still grateful I am doing work — maybe I just choose to work on this perspective — constantly pushing myself to think and believe good ..”

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It’s been almost 20 days ... and I wake up thinking of you . Still wondering what it was ... one only shared the screen space as a character briefly but still associated together .... Was it depression - personal — then you should have spoken .... If it was professional - you had already done such good films .. YES I AGREE it’s not easy to survive here — I am not talking of insider or outsiders — IT IS WHAT IT IS — yes if I have to connect with someone even after having done 50 plus films it ain’t easy — but I am still grateful I am doing work — maybe I just choose to work on this perspective — constantly pushing myself to think and believe good .. Yes there are times when you call or message people from the industry ( Bollywood or other places ) most people are really WARM and KIND but we do find those who refuse to acknowledge or just brush you aside — THE WORLD IS MADE OF ALL SORTS .... THERE are most who will respect you always but rare few when they need you they come to you - but when you drop a tinkle saying you would love to work together with them , they say we will see .... or smile it off ( though I never believed in doing that earlier , I did in the last few years make an effort — that’s what life is — nothing comes without effort and hard work -) ... YET I STILL THANK GOD FOR Everything ... I choose to say that it’s ok - maybe one doesn’t fit the bill , the role and so it’s ok ..... POSITIVE .... and finally if there is any thing more to you going than professional disappointment , or depression cause of various reasons —- YEH SHAHAR HAME HAMARE SAPNE DETA HAI , Naam deta hai ... kabhi Kabhi Gumnaam bhi karta ... lakho ki aabadi mein kuch TANHA BHI KARTA HAI ..... ........ if there was anything more I hope we come to know what it was ... until then FINAL GOODBYE .... PRAYERS FOR YOU - wherever you are and prayers for your family

A post shared by Bhumika Chawla (@bhumika_chawla_t) on Jul 3, 2020 at 5:06am PDT

She further wrote, “YEH SHAHAR HAME HAMARE SAPNE DETA HAI , Naam deta hai ... kabhi Kabhi Gumnaam bhi karta ... lakho ki aabadi mein kuch TANHA BHI KARTA HAI ..... ........ if there was anything more I hope we come to know what it was ... until then FINAL GOODBYE .... PRAYERS FOR YOU - wherever you are and prayers for your family.”

Bhumika’s note found many agreeing with her. Actor Sonal Chauhan, replying to her comment, wrote: “So well put. And I share the same emotion. Just can’t get him out of my mind. So many thoughts ... so many questions.”

Sushant’s demise left everyone shaken right from his friends, family and fans. He was one of the most loved young stars of Bollywood and also one of the most successful ones. Known for his avid reading habits, high intelligence, love for astrophysics and quantum physics, the actor was followed not only for being a Bollywood celeb but also for his diverse interests and intriguing personality. Sushant’s death on June 14 has left a crater-sized hole in the hearts of his fans who are still grieving for the actor.

(Source: Instagram)